My son laughing heartily with my niece, and also quarreling loudly.
My poor wife furiously trying to finish her school work on a Friday night.
Smiling at my parents when I cooked earlier, trying to be really upbeat.
Looking at the whatsapp group of my close friends talking about things which I didn't even comprehend.
I am talking to myself.
My mum needs chemo, 6 months first, before radiotherapy. Initial good news of successful surgery and needing only radiotherapy is short lived.
My work is piling up due to reduced time at work juggling work and care-giving.
My wife asked me about my mum, didn't ask about me.
I am pissed with my irresponsible brother.
Worried about my worn-up sister and wife.
Stressed over work.
Wondering how the final bill of hospitalization will look like.
I know. It is my mum feeling the pain from treatment.
I know. I am aching about the big bill when I shouldn't be.
I want to let you know. Think carefully about CPF medishield life. It is a wonderful plan by government to take care of its people.
I am not in the mood to do snake oil selling, but be very sure u want no private care, and when the time comes, you actually have a say in what care u want.
I am talking to the wrong audience. Those who read my blog, no matter how young or old, are financially savy enough.
Just don't miss the pound for the penny. Because the poor, with no option will just go for government B2 and C ward.
U want B2 too. I think C suffice for me too. What happen if the choice is not yours to make.
I read in forum, "I rather die than give money to those blood suckers" whether those suckers are machines or doctors, screw the comment, when karma catches up and you are ill, you don't fucking have choice to choose to die as you please.
The chinese has a saying: 盖棺定论。before the nail locks our body in a coffin, we do not know what life holds.
Thank you for reading.
Silly investor feeling lonely.