Sunday, July 28, 2024

随心笔:年纪大了

年纪大了,

有很多想法,

和感触都和以前有点不同。

以前朋友很多,

现在很少,见面相聚更少,

但是寂寞也少了。


以前决定自己很没用,

现在觉得没用也没关系。


以前没什么钱,

孩子还小,样样都吃紧。

现在没有什么乱花,

要干什么还是行的。


以前渴望激情,浪漫。

现在知道心境,

才是自己的世界。


以前想远离一些人,

希望他们了解我。

现在知道自己对身边的人,

也是一直投射。


年纪大了,

不惑至天命。


没用,很在意,

却也管不了那许多了。


2 comments:

  1. As an old Christian for years, realise life must have daily rituals to be true to one's own mental images of oneself.
    And the older we get, we realise money is not the be all and end all anymore.
    Though it is still necessary inportant to a certain extent.
    Just must know where & when "Enough is Enough".

    To gain as much "knowledge as possible", how other people think and lives, how the world goes round, for what people can do or will do to each others,
    And of course what goes around comes around, always.

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  2. Hi Anon, thanks for leaving a message. I do not really check my posts after not having a comment for so long. What a good feeling to have. A response . Lol.

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