Random thoughts: before I go...

Before I go, I hope to be strong,

to be able to hug you,

If u are still willing to hug me.

Before I go, I hope u are strong,

To be able to stand on your own,

If u are still willing, provide me with some comfort.

Before I go, I won't cry.

I hope u won't too, before I go. 

After I go, please cry, and let go.

If you wish to laugh, your laughter will be my sorrows, of a life untold.

Before I go, I wonder,

If there is a better way to die, 

For I see your fatigue, and your crooked smile. 

Before I go, let me know,

You wish that I will die,

Not because you don't love me, 

But u wish I need not suffer so much.

Before I go, let me be clear in my mind,

If not in my soul.

Let me look at my life and know that I didn't live in vain. 

Before I go, 

Let me cry, and let all the unhappiness out. 

I am strong, but my legs are weak. 

I am contented, but I wish for more. 

Before I go, let me dry my tears on my own. 

Let no one see I cried. 

Let all things go to dust

Let time heal the wounds.

Let me go.

I am tired, I am in pain.

If I can't go in my sleep. 

If I can't go in a fall.

If I can't go.

I am but a empty shell. 

I know I have tried my best, I have my Devils. Before I go,

Let me know Angels will come, and all is forgiven.

Before I go...

Which will go before me?

My appetite ...

My will ...

My loved ones' patience ...

Before I go,

Let me go, let me go