Thursday, February 7, 2019

随心笔:害怕

害怕晚上,
害怕下班后到医院去。

那里环境还不错。
但不知道能为父亲做什么。
虽然,哪里有许多人情况比父亲还糟。

害怕停下来。
害怕思绪乱窜。

过年那几天,害怕呆呆呆在家。
也不知道和“亲戚”说什么。
只提醒自己注意当下,
其他的别想。

回到了学校,
好像是我的救命绳,
逗孩子笑,很开心。

看孩子努力,很欣慰。
很期待每个星期四和篮球队的孩子打十五分钟的球。
我怕,去医院,我也有点怕回家。
今天就在课室外,改簿子,
改了就把簿子分类,放在课室。
其实有更快的方法的。
但是,不知道为什么,知道忙完了,
就要到医院去了,
所以很不积极。
只想留在学校。

看看股票,也闷。
听歌听着听着,
会无厘头地想哭 。

买点什么好,让他止痒。

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  1. Sorry to hear that. Go for a swim. It helps clears the mind. I did that when mine was in hospital. Wish your dad speedy recovery.

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    1. Thanks, lady.

      Ya. Now I try to swim every week with my son when he is having swimming lessons.

      I am trying mediation

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