Thursday, November 24, 2016

随心笔:抱抱

在那你最难过的瞬间,
我真的很想抱抱你。
我想对你说:“你很优秀,你尽力了。”
我相信这条路,只要你不失去信心,还是会通往“罗马”
可惜,我找不到机会。
你不会看到我写的。
你的内心充满了泪水吧。

我记得你紧张时,都会紧捏双指。
如果你又紧张又难过或自责,
捏成一团的手,会不停的扭曲。
那一瞬间,我看见你双手在颤抖,
眼睛红了,但是嘴里还带着微笑。

那是我看到最凄凉的微笑。
你走向我,我想握着你的手,
但是,你的眼睛不红了,也失去了光彩。

我再去找你时,你周围有很多人。
你看起来没事了,或许难受的是我吧。
我也想抱抱自己,告诉自己我尽力了。
你一定要像上我的课时一样坚强,
相信付出会有回报。

是的,我不知道你怎么想,
因为我还是没机会跟你说话。
我觉得“付出会有回报”这句话很刺耳。
你才十二岁,又这么勤劳,为什么不能好运一点。

我也怀疑自己的付出是否值得。
或许我想抱的,更多是我自己。

我想抱抱我所有的孩子,
我没骗你们,我真的相信你们,
不过,可能我太在意成绩了,
所以虽然我觉得大部分的你们已经满意了,
我还是不满意。

“谢谢你老师”,在电梯一角,
另一个家长亲切地对我说。
我看你真心地向我行了一个礼。
我很欣慰, 不过无法控制心魔的我,
不知道为什么当我听到“也教我女儿时”,
觉得很讽刺,觉得你妈妈在嘲笑我。

“为什么会这样?好好检讨?”
这责备的话,反而对我影响不大。
我了解你的性格,也明白你的出发点,
我真的没生你的气,不过我有点受不了旁边的虚伪眼光。

做为一个老师,我觉得我尽力了。
做为一个人,我觉得我很成功。

因为我亲爱的同事,
你们竟然都用你们不同的方式来安慰我。
你竟然陪我聊了这么久,气愤地说:“难道不能接受失败吗?”

谢谢你做我的镜子,让我看见了自己的心魔。
我说过,我给自己一天的时间自怜自哀。
明天,我会再面对一切。

我知道,“主任”这两个字压得我快喘不过气。
我最放不下的,其实是这两个无谓的字。

可惜,我没的逃避。
不过我心仪的接班人啊,
你果然像我想的,很坚强。

你没像你外表那么感性。
不过你的确善良。
权利本来就应该握在善良却又冷静的人手中。
你责备我散播负面能量,
还是这种真心话,让我舒坦。

让我抱抱自己,明天我会继续拥抱生活。
我的孩子,如果有机会看到这个,
要抱着希望奋斗,失望也无妨,
千万别像刚遇到你们时,
就只是“过日子”
我不知道你们是否像我一样失望,
我还记得你们手握拳头,说:“yes"的样子!
我记得你兴奋地问我,“我做到了吗!”
我很渴望,很渴望再看到。可能我太贪心,希望马上能看到。

我鼓励你们的话,我会全用在自己身上。
老师会是个好榜样。 


Wednesday, November 16, 2016

Random thoughts: my pupils' dream job



It is winding down to the end of the year. 

I introduce Windows Publisher to my pupils, and asked my pupils to do a business card for themselves.

I told them upfront, choose something u want to be, u like, dun worry about money, forget about your parents ' expectations for a while. It is just a fun exercise, think of a job that will make you happy!

If really being a lawyer or doctor is what you want, go ahead. 

My top class has the most pupils wanting to be doctors. It is still the most popular job. But it is very interesting that it of a class of 32, the second popular job is to be a singer and a piano teacher.

I told my class my first choice since I was a little kid is to be a teacher, second choice, singer! They laughed. One pupil ask me to sing. LOL

But surprise, surprise! They is so much creativity! I enjoyed myself. So what are the top few creative/interesting  jobs my pupils aspired to be?

1) Hacker ( love this P6 guy, super beng, but he not say say only ok, he showed me some "coding", and my jaws dropped)

 

2) Pokémon Trainer ( LOL, well, I think that's cool)

 

3) Rami burger chef 

4) Ice-skater ( She is only P4, after she finished her business card, she watch a u-tube on skating. I asked her if she knows all those stunts, she told me she could, she already won 2 golds, and her coach told her she has to wait 2 years before she can take part in international competition! "Got eyes cannot recognize Tarzans") 

 

5) Writer

6) Anime creator 


Then I did some cheapo chit chat. I ask, "if I am sick, will u take care of me and give me a discount?", some doctors aspirants readily said yes! Some pondered  a long time and said "ok la". I tease them, "how much discount would I get? " She said "10%" Hmm... I think I need to emphasize generosity more.

I had fun! I thought I got to know my pupils better in this 1 "bo Liao" session than the whole year for most of them. 

When I printed out the name cards and gave it to them, one P6 girl was elated! And she kept it in her wallet, very proud of her name card. Made my day. 

Sunday, November 13, 2016

Random thoughts: Pokémon exhibition at SEA

My weekend outing.
 
It is quite a ex exhibition, for $8, u get a pokeball, and u can use it interact with 4 machines to get clues on what Pokémon is hidden in it. There are 8 machines, some with clues like height or weight is just a waste of time.

The funny thing is, when u use your pokeball at the end to reveal the answer, you pokeball is actually reset and u can play with the various machines again, like clue on their voice, shadow etc.

So, if u really want to have fun, go in a group, solve the puzzle, but do not tell each other the answer. Once u reset the ball and gotten your answer, swop it with your friend and play it again. 

LOL... cheapskate I know ... 

The photo taking session with pikachu is at 430 pm if u are interested. 

 

 

Friday, November 11, 2016

Ascendas Reit: A weird share price pattern?

I am writing here because I felt there might be some "pattern" in Ascendas Price movement.

Granted, all industrial reits are facing some weakness with fear of interest rate hike and spike in industrial vacancy.

But lets start with this picture.


If only this is the chart for its share price. You can see from here, with the exception of GFC, A-reit has an unblemished track records for raising DPU. Of course amount available for distribution grow much faster than increase in DPU, due to dilution of shares. And we are going to have the ECS issue overhang now, beyond the macro issues of Interest rate hike and vacancy.

But what I want to point out is there is always a fall in price following an announcement of placement and then followed by an recovery in price. 

I would like to give credit to A-reit Website, it made tracking of its performances a breeze.

http://ir.ascendas-reit.com/news_search.html?search=placement 

Here are the placement dates:

11August 2016
18 Dec 2015
9 December 2015
19 March 2013
14 March 2012
11 April 2011
31 March 2011
11 August 2009
15 Jan 2009






2011 is the furthest I can go with Ascendas Website, I can go further with Yahoo chart but I decided to stop.

Ascendas is a active manager who acquire and divests properties. Given that the DPU is generally raising lets say they pass the acquisition test, so have they divests at a loss?

Using the same method, 
http://ir.ascendas-reit.com/news_search.html?search=divestment


With the exception of  Block 5006 Techplace II, where there is no mentioned of premium or discount of sale price (lets assume it is a discount) the rest of divestment is from the lowest of 5% to double of it purchase cost.

Risks

I would think the manager pass its test in execution. 

But there are still 2 risks, in buying this business/ manager. 

1) Overvaluation, 2009 onwards is a bull-run for the stock market. 

2) Track records start from 2009, it stumbles in 2009 although it did recover

3) Track records especially that of manager's performance has more correlation to future performance than otherwise, however, that is assuming Singapore's economy is not going to the dogs. Also, there is no "track records" in Australia.

4) Given its sheer size of managing industrial properties. It is impossible for it to grow by just buying 1-2 properties. It need to either do an "Australia Stunt" or for the general industrial rents and occupancy to improve. 

Conclusion

Well, A- Reit has a prudent capital management system, one can wait for the price to fall further to reduce overvaluation risk. Assume A-reit can at least maintain the DPU for the next 2 years, it is yield of 6.6% at current price, definitely not Crisis level valuation but I would think it is good enough. (Annualize 1 H would have beat this DPU of 15 cents)

As for risk 2 and 3, I think thy are valid. I am not implying that it will go up soon post ECS, just that I thought the placement issue seem so recurring and predictable that I share this weird pattern. Is the "rights/placemnet is bad" for Reit Myth so entrenched, that whenever it happens, it is going to fall, regardless of what is happening in its business foundations. Granted, placement is usually done with a discount, but it should happen at announcement not completion.

I did a tracking of placement's discount some year back, with the exception of 2009, it is usually in the range of 5-9%

Saturday, November 5, 2016

Random thoughts: A 3-part lesson about thinking out of the box

SMOL keep writting about his teachers; it gave me the itch to write about my teaching. 

There is a chapter about Lim Bo Seng, our War Hero. Instead of the usual lesson, (it's after exam), I ask the pupils to extract info from the text to make into a pamphlet .

I told them to choose sides, if u are Guerilla fighters on Lim Bo Seng side, what would write in the secret pamphlets  about his death? If u are Japanese imperial Army, what would u write in the Phamplets? 

In this exercise, I challenged this top class that it is easier to write from Lim Bo Seng's Side perspective. I am glad quite a few tool out the challenges and wrote from the perspective of Japanese Army.

When I explained their "errors", I did not focus so much of the content, but the target audience, the setting, era which the pamphlet should be in and most importantly the "purpose" of writing this pamphlet. The purpose of writing from the side of Japanese is lost for those who wrote in that angle except for 1 boy. 

I told them to think about issues from different perspectives. 

The third lesson, it was a vocabulary revision exercise. Given this is a top class. They do not have problem. 

I have this decoding game (through answering quizzes) where the pupils decode and key in to code to a tinyurl page and it will lead them to a page with a Pokémon creature ! They are supposed to do a screen shot and the creature is considered "captured" 

There is this mad rush to decode for the prize to 6 pokemons. This is so much excitement.

After I have the prize to the fastest player, and ensure every group has at least one player with 4 creatures captured, I change the challenge.

Every one in the group must have at least 4 creatures. I told them to think out of the box. 

I saw every group frantically trying to solve the puzzle with those already done telling them the answers. Some groups just stick to themselves and continue to solve the puzzle as soon as possible. 

It took about 5 min for 2 groups to complete the task. I told them I can do it in 10 seconds. "How?" They asked. I said, just take photos of the 1 player's work, and all of you will have the "creature" at the photo gallery, isn't it?

One boy protested loudly," see! I told you, Cher! I thought about it but he said it is cheating!"

I ask the pupils to think about "cheating" as the bell went. 

The following day, I ask them about cheating, think about perspective, and what is their take. I gave my take on the whole thing. I also link it back to the topic about Japanese and Guerilla fighters and ask them who is right and who is wrong. Why is it wrong? They said killing is wrong. I ask them, you mean the Guerilla fighters did not kill Japanese? Is it if you are Japanese, you fight for Japanese, if you are Chinese, you fight for Lim Bo Seng? Is that right? I saw confuse faces.

The sad thing is, I felt that the whole thingy is a flop. As I only see "spark" in one person's eye, and a few pupils "pondering hard" about what I said. Most pupils gave me the "huh, never mind, this is not examinable" or "totally lost" look. Then the usual deadly "ignorance   Noding of heads" LOL.

But no regrets. I had fun. 

Random thoughts: Avenger station and Genting Jurong

It is a family day. Went to Avenger station exhibition at science center. Avenger Exhibition is a "business" of Cityneon. So do I like it?

I don't. I ask my son and godson, do they prefer Avenger or plain simple "science center" which we visited too. My son preferred science center.

This is a lot of "ho-ha" at the entrance of Avengers, downloading App, logging into their Wifi, registering etc.

It seems like there is "customize" interactive exhibits. I was expecting a blow-away experience, since I heard Las Vegas exhibition is a big success. 

No lor, the app is quite a letdown. The unlocking of "quiz", "photo templates", and videos and audios are quite "redundant. 

The scoring is only through quiz. The long queue at Iron Man zone, to put it plainly, it just a Wii Game (movement sensor) with a big TV and it is hardly even a game. The killing of Ultrons I suspect is "automatic" as long as you move your hand. 

Boring, is my personal verdict, and I prefer Science Center, with a free Science Show about "sound" that is surprising entertaining. 

There is a new exhibit on Climax change, and with my son older and able to read the instructions, the exhibits are really interactive. I was also quite mesmerize by the 21th day hatching of chicks, and I see chicks trying to break open their shell. 

I went Genting Jurong to scuttlebutt. Yes, I am interested in Genting Singapore, but that is before the recent strong Quarter. 

Genting Jurong has only 1 F&B outlet which only serve Buffett. I am surprise, and it is not cheap. It is $45. It is also rather cram, although it's lobby is classy. I do not see any entertainment. 


Venture Corp and Lee Metals

Last Friday was the day Singpost, Venture and Lee metals results were out on the same day.

I have wrote a post about Singpost, it's results is below expectation. As for Venture, the recovery story continues.

 

It is a very good set of results. 

Not only has the recovery continued, margin has continue to improve. There is no more info on the different segments, but I guess the medical testing segment is continuing to expand. 

The funny thing is Abeerdeen is always selling more than they are buying.

Cash pile is increasing. The good dividend of 50 cents is in safe hands now, since Q4 is usually the strongest quarter.

There were 2 years when dividends were 55 cents, if Venture repeat that stunt, it will be a catalyst, otherwise, steady as it go, is fine too.

Lee metals' story is intact. While the headlines might be ugly, it is one alpha steel company that has stable NP of profits. Many steel stockists are already in the red, so having stable profits is no easy feat. 2 cents dividend should be able to be maintained. 

For non-reit/ trust counters, only ST engineering and Yangzijing has yet to announce results.

Venture has done above expectations.

Sembcorp Industries and Lee metals is within expectations.

Singpost below expectations.


Friday, November 4, 2016

Singpost Q2 - My thesis is challenged

i did not expect the dividends cut policy to be announced before the announcement of the CEO.

I shall not talk give a summary of the quarter report, readers can look at them themselves. There are several negatives in this report.

 

Of the above, the one that throw me off my comfort zone is higher cost in the e-commerce business. 

This cost, the "last minute fulfillment of labour" smell like poor execution by Global Trade, and the business in it US, I am not sure how much "control" singpost has. It's IT investment is going to continue since the Omni-channel technology need investment to get it ready for Singapore.

 

The logistic segment, which is the "crown jewel"  has stagnate even at "top line" level. Where is the "feeding through" of the jump in rev in e-commerce. 

There is clarity now with dividends, 60%-80% of underlying profits.

Looking at the scenario of EPS of 6 cents, 7 cents and 8 cents for this FY, we can work out the best case and worst case scenario of  dividends is 3.6 cents to 6.4 cents 

The best case scenario look quite palatable and if we factor in the growth in SP mall and cost snergy from 2017-2018, the dividends could be higher than 7 cents if we see growth of 20% from 2017-2018.

But that is the best case scenario. 

The next quarter will be D-day report card. Beside the usual Christian season, Alibaba has is eastern version of single day (figures are inflated, china business like to have phathom orders to boost their online ratings)

In the short-term, I see a sell-off on Monday. Hold tight.

Below is purely speculation:

During investor conference for last quarter, the covering CEO, mentioned that there is some discussion how Lazada can fit into the scheme of things. 

With the announcement of Lazada buying Redmart, with its distribution network of grocery, I wonder if there is any "breakdown" in value addedness of goods channeled through Singpost Network. If Lazada announce cross-carrying of products in redmart, then its BB.

Alibaba is not the key player in Singpost's fortune now. US subsidiaries and associates are.

随心笔:内战

心跳加速,思绪混乱,决定好的,又改变了。

跑得很急,在追寻心安,还是道理?

转得很快,因为没有立场,

在轰炸声中,想找一个据点,牢牢守住。

正当你以为你守住据点了,突闻兵变,

这回,敌人从背后来了。

好乱。

谁走过?

怎么眼前的一切这么平静?

到底眼前的是幻觉,还是内心所向是虚无缥缈的?

突然,一切又平静了。

暴风雨要来了吗?

Wednesday, November 2, 2016

Random thoughts: Wrong

My concept of "Right" and "wrong" is always evolving.

I used to self-righteous when I was a teenager, then I saw different perspectives such as time, place, intention and stand etc, I felt it is a world of grey.

It seldom bothers me anymore, what wrongs other do unless it very badly affect me, which seldom happens. It should not anyway, for example, if u say you have chosen the "wrong" wife, then it would  really badly affect a person, but how can that be? In such a case, like a failed marriage, I would have to bear big responsibilities too, it would be wrong to have a "victim" mentality. In "Victim" mentality, we ceded control and responsibility to external factors.

However, it is possible to be a "perpetrator". I now understand the phrase "when u own the bank 1 million, it's your problem, but when u owned the bank 10 billion, it's a bank problem" There is indeed the choice of "lesser evil" after balancing all trade-offs, and decide a "wrong" affect less people, then "correcting" it does.

I am giving myself an excuse to do wrong, so just excuse me.