Friday, August 2, 2019

随心笔:教书

十五年了。
一直都很拼,
希望学生会考得好。
每次考试时,自己都会很疲倦。
好像跑到终点的那种感觉。

这一年,又快结束了。
教毕业班,总是有心快缺了一块的感觉。
知道他们快离开了。

觉得很奇怪,好多都像成了朋友,
或者孩子。
在学习上,也许对他们比对我孩子用心多了。

我也有点内疚,
明明不是亲家人,
为什么不把更多精力放在自己孩子上。
反正一年后,大部分的学生也不会再见到了。

我觉得有点累,
有时,进课室,觉得很无趣。
最近常常骂学生,瞪他们。

教学法一直在跟新,我觉得我快跟不上了
我也不屑跟上。

这就是十五年的问题。
我傲了,老顽固了。
吃不到葡萄说葡萄酸了。

我心里对教学的疑惑,
没人问吗?

为什么这么重视一堂课怎么教,
我跟着理论走,为什么总是行不通。
我觉得好的办法,为什么总是让人觉得太简单?

这一年,我觉得很幸苦。
我觉得我是个好老师,
因为学生会来找我打篮球。
学生哭了,也会来找我 。
老师做到这样,不够吗?

但是好像这场仗越打越无胜算。
不知几时会满盘皆输。

我是否应该早点离开?
把还有仅剩的一些美好回忆带走。

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