It's Christmas. I hope everything is well with you.
Although everyone believe I do not exists, with people thinking I am a commercial gimmick for higher sales, you know existence does not equate to being real.
You have been wondering about the spirit of Christmas, and is counting your blessings. You also wonder if the reindeers are actually too fat to fly anymore. Thank you for your concern, they are fine, just that no one puts up Christmas socks for me to leave a gift anymore, and even if they do, the homes are all of tight security now, CCTV, police alarm. Not that I do not have a way of disarming these, but I just no longer feel welcome.
I started giving, hoping that people will understand the joy of giving.
Alas, my intention while pure, is misconstrued as a commercial gimmick nowsaday. Also, it is never my intention for anyone to feel stress over what gifts to buy. Giving does not have to be restricted to real presents, just like existence does not mean it's real.
You have ask yourself, what have you give this year. You start to think in the line of charity, the amount you have given and the beneficiaries that you would have helped. That is wonderful.
I am glad you move on further to ask if you have gave love to those around you, gave time to those who need it, and gave your best in whatever you do.
It is clear, you find something missing, and nope, that cannot be given. It is with you, you are holding it without realizing it.
Stop counting your blessings. Give them away.
Have a Merry Christmas.